Love, crushes, relationships and all that bs! It's been on my mind the past few months. And everyone trying to find the one, or jus dating around. Its soo much to deal w/ plus with my situation. Itd be nice to be in a relationship. But i feel like i would feel obligated to have sex w/ the person i'm with.

But for my situation, i really liked this guy. And of course he doesnt want to be in a relationship because he jus got outta of a serious relay. And and he lacks feelings for any female supposedly. Its not that i want be in a relay w/ him but at least know that he has feelings for me as i do for him. It saddens me, because i spent time to know him and liking him and its bascially all for nothing.

And on the other hand i currently at the moment missing an old crush. I miss the way he made me feel. But i think overall he was bullshit. A liar, a fake, and 2 faced.
Then i'm missing another guy but all he does is wants to fuck. And i'm not down w/ that.